December 2011
You’re an ignorant fucker, aren’t you.
It isnt self-harm if:
fading-into-nothing:
You’re doing it for attention
You’re doing it out of spite
You’re doing it to look “cool” or “different”
You’re doing it for attention
It’s self harm if you’re doing outta spite. I always slashed during dark times in my life but because I slashed so much, I started slashing everyday because I was so used to it, it was a daily thing for me. It was my way of venting.
...
All hail the heartbreaker - the spill canvas.
Completely different meaning to me than when I first heard it like four years ago.
and that’s the push i needed for the fucking tears. thank you for that.
TMI coming your way:
I literally have no libido. First time in a long time haha.
Ugh. Everything is so shit right now.
carrotcake837:
l’ll have you know that I’m scared to death.
This is my trigger. I’ve learnt it now.
All the pressure and guilt will make me run away. I need to runaway from everything and everyone.
me: hey
friend: i have a boyfriend
me: whats up
friend: we totally made out last night
me: ok so how are you
friend: in love with my hot boyfriend
me: wow
friend: boyfriend
Playing with my playdough.
(it still makes me happy)
i wish i knew. i wish i wish i wish. i want to go back and make different decisions and change other peoples decisions. when did life get like this? i was so incredibly happy this time last year.
Fuck today. Fuck December. Fuck 2011.
